Konjajachiwa fellow deviations


Yo long time no read.

Well I was very bizzy with school and work an at home and with friends and with my music and with another 100 other stuff that it got to much for me to handle so conclusion I had to step back from school and I must go into therapy. They already put me into fear of failure training because when I have a math test I get a blackout. My only luck this year is that I have really good friends who support me and another lucky thing well I will keep that a secret for a little while.

The worst thing that happened to me this year was the day that my grandfather died.
It was horrible he was the last one I had. The number of family members has come to 2 that is not fair how come that everything or everyone I care about has to be taken away.

After that, things got worse I had a mental breakdown so now I’m sitting home because of that stupid time out for school. I’m really bored the only thing that keeps me going are my friends *one in special* my work, art and internship.

I will be so glad if the animecon 2009 is finally there. I’m going as tidus I got the costume niekje-chan is making the blitz ball my shoes are ready in about 4 days and my hair is getting longer so I have to make a appointment at the hairdresser.

Also my 23rd birthday is coming up. * Damn I’m getting old* I’m not a big fan of birthday parties and I’m not sure if I’m up for it. But maybe some fun with my friends will do me good.

I will try and put some new art on deviant I have a lot of not finished once on my pc.
Also I will try and put some more journals on especially for my birthday and the animecon.

But for now I will say bye bye till next time.

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